The down of our lives...

well..life sux..[everyone knows that right]. yup. life sux.reason? cuz god is a men? haha..lame excuse..no offence okay? its just a quote from whatever book..hahah..

anyway, we meet again on the latest issue..LIFE. hurm..how to describe it huh? wait..the idea's are starting to fall in..hurm..haa..ah-huh..life starts when a new born is form in the mother's stomach when the mother and the father..ermm..you know..that kinda thing that grown up usually do when they are 'in love'.so..it begins with a combination of a sperm and an ovum and it will continue to divide till..till..erm..i kinda forget what i learned in bio class. ok..to cut the story short, life begins and ends when God wants it to happen. satisfied? hurm.

okay..the main  reason for this 'intelligent' article is because many things happen in our lives after we got out from our beloved 'jail'[spm]..many know right that ELLA and isa are together..well..something went wrong and..you know..they broke up.well,don't get the wrong idea that someone betray or whatever..it's just that parents tend to control our life FOREVER..though we are just 17[going 18] but we are still under PARENTS[ask anybody who had reach the age of 30 if their mama still breath down their neck and i bet on rm**.** that it happen..ALWAYS]so,the story of our Romeo and Juliet have to stop as they both are to good to be true.they don't want to create any trouble so..stop lor..the ending of their story was not like children always read 'happy-ever-after' stuff.they end it and now they remain f-r-i-e-n-d-s..i wonder how it will be like but since i had not meet both of them,i can't comment on that right now.

CENI 's life?well..you know..things are not going for the better as it sux staying at home with a mother who loves to know what are you up to each hour[thank god it's not seconds] and a brother that just love doing the same thing as you do each day.so,if something goes wrong,the blame will surely be on top of CENI.so..just waiting for the  right time to fly out of the 'golden cage'..hurm..


anyway,let's get back to our topic..life..people said that we can change the life of people but can we change the life of ourself?i mean..why can't we do that when we actually can do a miricle in other people's life?hurm..let's just think about it..can we?will God let that happen as He's always trying to bring an angel into our life[correct me if im wrong ya]so?

birtday girl and birthday boy

as yoou know it was syin's birthday(shenan laa) and ceni bornday.haa.getting older you guys.we celebrated it at jusco aeon.duhh.whereas where can we held?haa.sorry for the techical error yup.hee.cause this is ella.i'm the mood in missing a guy.haa.non-sense.haa.that ceni,resh and nisha set me and that guy to confess.haa.shit laa you guys.hee.but i do love you.i wanna watch that video.mybe i ask ceni to put it into this blog.that's gonna be damn cool plus embarassing.haa.back to thje main topic.it was on 10.12.09.act syin's actual  birthday but this miss perasan here haa.sorry ceni.hee.duwan share the cake with syin.haa.xpe la eh syin.ceni mmg cm tue.haa.why my bm words are coming out.haa.here are some pic of the birthday party from resh camera.haa.another thing my dearest girlfriends set me up again sitting with that guy in the cinema,at the pizza table(lousy and slow service) and etc.haa.gosh i kinda miss the times all of us together.hee.



four best friends :)
from the left ceni ,ella,lessy and sha




actually its L.O.V.E



ella and ceni on last day of wearing school uniform



sha and her beloved boyfiee (roshan)


ceni and sha :)


 here some tips :)

The boyfriend every girl would want

Aparently this is the Boyfriend of every normal girl's "dreams". :]

When you break her heart- [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]

When she says its over - [ she STILL want you to be hers ]

When she reposts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]

When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]

When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she start's cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she ignore's you - [ Give her your attention]

When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared - [ Protect her ]

When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal's your favorite hoodie - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a
night]

When she tease's you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she say's that she like's you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grab's at your hands - [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]

When she bump's into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh]

When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]

When shes cold - [ hold her till shes warm ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

-DON'T let her have the last word

-DON'T call her hot, But Gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best girl ever

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her

- becau​se 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

If you do post this in the next four minutes the one your love will:
Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you


Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend"

Girls post as: "The boyfriend every girl would want


A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily, only when she love you the most, she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please don’t give her up,

maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cries rite in front of you,
When she cries bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
In front of you,
And bcoz of you?

She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt, n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on what u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day,
it may be too late for regrets,
it may be too late to say "i'm sorry".

To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Don’t do this to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the only one that love YOU the most.
Remember this lesson..

END of HIGH SCHOOL!!!

haa..at last!!the ending of a boring but fun school!!yahoo!!at last we don't have to wear any uniform again,don't have to bring books,don't have to see any teachers again and many more lah.hurm..wonder how life will be after this for all of us lor.

ok2..the last mit of our life at high school was sooooooooo LAME!!!haa..it started with some noice[made by k-ri and razzi (got la other ppl)]then that silly k-ri started to ask for signature from the pgws that jge us wan..so crazy leh..then about 1 mit before everything ends before our eyes, haa..[the stupid pgws kept giving false alarm by turning on the mike]everyone in the front row start to go crazy[inculding CENI..haha..]then...then..then..the last papaer[chemy3] was 'snatched' away from us!!muahahahaha...:D

when we came out ny,alamak..ELLA start shouting lor coz that mem wana throw flour at her..yup..why didn't they play the colour wan ah?that would be much cooler right?everythime play flour and eggs only..so lame..but the boys got  to wash a teacher car lor.haa..got something interesting that happen lor..jeng3...

ELLA got a lil gift from ISA lor.haa..they are officially couple i guess..hahah..ok..u figure it out..its CENI alone here..yupyup..isa act confess his love towards ELLA and vice-versa..haa
isa:AMIRA FATHINI MY DEAR..I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART
ELLLA:TE AMOR MUCHO MUCHO SI CARINO[i love you very very much my dear]

haa..cool?yup! tottaly!!hahah..it was kinda werid but hurm..they are in love!!!

so..end of high school..so what to do ah after this?i also don't know la..work la..at lawyer office[CENI la] and for ELLA..hurm..dont know la..have to ask her.

so..today..we are going to JUSCO to celebrate CENI,RESH, and SHENAN[syahin] bufday!yoo...we are going to be 17!!yipee!!one more reason for the outing is to celebrate the ending of high school.the ppl that are coming are...resh,sha,ELLA,CENI,isa,shenan,roshan[ehem..sha's bf],harpreet,farisha,and maybe roshan's bf.so..hopely nothing goes wrong lor..hurm..duwan anything bad to happen but its suppose to be disaster day right?[shenan's bfday maa]